This last friday I turned 18!! I can’t believe I’m actually an adult!! I know it sounds cheesey, but it’s a little scary that I’m growing up! I still feel like a little girl! I’m not sure that I’m ready to make my own decisions and be my own person!? It’s so weird to feel like all of the sudden your not a kid anymore. It makes me think of that part in “Chronicles Of Narnia” when Prince Caspian finally comes face to face with Aslan and Aslan commands the kings and queens to rise. But Caspian stays nelt because he doesn’t believe he is ready to be a king. But Aslan replies “It is for this reason, I know you are.” It’s so crazy how God just knows exactly what you need and when. And how even when YOU don’t exactly know who you are and who you want to be...He does! I can feel him just reassuring me everytime I start to doubt myself! He is so very good. I sent in another set of checks yesterday which brings me to $2,215.00 with almost $3,500 to go!! God will provide!! It’s still scary when I think about leaving though... I can’t believe I’m actually doing it! It’s like now that we’re actually getting closer and closer to the time and to having it paid for I think it’s becoming more and more real! Yikes!! But I’m just trusting God! He has everything planned! Keep praying!!
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